#ough. im in fucking pain
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Pick your fighter beautiful wife
First time drawing Fanon Eclipse and man i forgot how hard it is to pose that many arms without covering literally everything up.
Also if you see me post future art and the colors of the characters are totally different shhh don't say anything I've been slacking on making real refs for them
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fnaf#Sun fnaf#Moon fnaf#Eclipse fnaf#ough. im in fucking pain#candy corn lookin ass robots#i had to go look at other peoples art for eclipse to see what the general consensus is for his color scheme so yeah#anyways crawls into a hole and dies
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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hawthorne sprite HAWTHORNE SPRITE!!!!!!!! yippee
#really happy w this. stuck to the art style as hard as i could ok which means i gave him the little eye shine which pained me but itsfineeee#couldnt fit his eyelashes in smoothly either 😔#its fine its all good man#i futzed w the face so fkn much#his outfits so minimal thank fuck for that (at least for now. i wanna rlly get in there at some point n add more stuff to it for funsiessss#im also kinda indecisive abt his sleeves... do i yoink ollys sleeves or do i keep the ones from the og sketch... ough#im just gonna flipflop to whatever i want in the moment fuck it#fields of mistria#fom farmer#my art#hawthornessaltwaterfarm#I LOVE HIMMMMMMM WEHHHHHH#i might do some expressions too..#ok wait i have to show yall the full row of versions i went through while working on this bc its glorious. its going in a rb tho hold up
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Like they just did that and moved on
#i know they werent the point of the story/other things were going on (al) BUT OMFG#like WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE JUST WENT AND DID THAT?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY MEANT EVERYTHING TO HIM???#“oh. ive had enough. yeah. thats all i really need. they gave me everything i could want. hehe. thank you. and goodbye. my friends”#ASDFGHJKL?!?!?!?!??!?!#sorry i cant be coherent about this please understand what im trying to say#“i want the world” “no you want friends” “shit ur right. guess ill die” “okay cool ill yell ur name and then never be sad about it”#do not misunderstand me i absolutely love them i adore them but like do you see what im trying to say#also in the sub (the one i watched at least. idk if they differ between platforms) he says#“enough... yeah. thats enough. i dont need anything more. see you later. my soul... friends”#OUGH#FUCK#thank goodness for fanfiction yknow. i need them in grief and pain but also i need him to live yknow#fmab spoilers#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#greed the avaricious#greedling#ling yao#edward elric#im so not okay about them istg#moss' madness
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🎬: About Es being a past prisoner and the secret 11th prisoner in your AU. But advance apologies if I'm overstepping into your AU!
I had this idea from a story that pretty much did the same thing. Going off there are novels/manga on Milgram and there being another Es and their own prisoners running another Milgram (but differently) I imagine this Milgram projects has been going on for a while, and our Es was from a previous project who might have gotten the worst verdict (or the most spared out of everyone), and was given this final task as a warden for the next group of prisoners. This is why they so readily agreed and had their memories wiped for this Milgram project instead of being weary on a shady project on judging an almost crime, they've already been through this.
(BTW is it bad and worrying for one of our ten fav prisoners to be the next Es if this is legit...)
Anyway, that's why Es is in Milgram in your AU, I guess? And the lore drop that Kotoko picks up on them being the 11th prisoner, I can imagine her also talking to Kazui since he's a policeman to see if she could cross out any theories on who Es is (Did they look familiar. Possible missing child. Any cases to do with an almost crime by a child other than the 10 of them here). Kazui knows Kotoko wants to investigate, but reminds her that, like in their prison while the trial is on, the facilities they're in have high security too. They do have the freedom to move about, but still limited.
If they're trying to investigate Es, maybe Fuuta, Kotoko and Mikoto can try to do the hacking on the comp Mikoto's allowed to use to Photoshop some shots for the MVs and photos (Fuuta and Kotoko seem to be able to search up info they need I think...). Yuno, Mahiru and Muu can work on charming the staff to see if they can spill more deets on Milgram. Not sure how much the group can gather, but oh boy fun times in Milgram can turn into another sort of stress in this AU...
No worries!! Like I said before, this whole au has been a fun collaborative project, so there's no overstepping :) I am sorry I won't be writing a lot on the ending until we get more info, but that's just the perfectionist in me who doesn't want to be proven wrong 😅 Still, I love tossing around and digging into ending scenarios, I really love this!
Because that would make a lot of sense why they're so willing to subject themself to the whole experiment! They remember how tough their experience was, and are confident they can care for the new set of prisoners while doing their job. I'm imagining they get the opportunity to return as guard, and get to have a nice talk with their own guard first. Once they fully understand what it's like, they're know they can handle it and sign up. It adds a bit of drama, too, since they must have been really young committing their crime in order to complete a years-long experiment prior to this one. They would have been like 10? Oof. (Now I wanna see their three trial songs 👀)
And like you said, that also brings up the question of the new warden. Though I think it's based on verdict results, I can just picture Jackalope keeping an eye on everyone during filming. He studyies their interactions and personalities, keeping his own set of notes on who would make a good successor. (I'm not going to go through every character but there are pros to any choice, it's very fun picturing them all taking the job.) Haha, on the other hand, maybe the reason Kotoko keeps bringing up her role as Es' partner/bringer of justice is because she did discover the truth. She drops as many hints as possible so she can be chosen next 😅
Ooh, I love her working with Kazui on an investigation! The fact that eh may know details on recent crimes (and almost-crimes) is super fun to work with. He's the last person who's going to spill a secret, so the group could go several trials without realizing Kazui had actually heard all about their situation this whole time.
(Getting sidetrack for a sec, I'm suddenly realizing that he and Kotoko may have heard things about the crimes in canon, too. They're a bit unclear about how much time passed between the murders and arriving to Milgram, so maybe he heard some things. I don't know how well-connected Tokyo police departments are, but Yuno, Fuuta, Muu, and Shidou are all nearby. There's definitely a chance he caught word of the vigilante nearby, and she heard about the odd policeman's suicide. Both of them could have heard about the tragic housefire, the disgraced doctor, or horrible schoolgirl murder nearby.)
Anyway, I like that idea of Kazui wracking his brain for any similar cases. Though, if he had, Milgram may have had the foresight to wipe parts of his memory, too. Maybe he does end up using his call to reach out to Hinako and have her look into it from the outside. Sadly, Kotoko seems the type to sacrifice her personal call to reach out to a connection who can help as well. I'll have to think about how closely Jackalope monitors those calls, hm.
I'm going crazy over prisoner investigation team !! Kotoko and Fuuta had the online knowledge to find some good info, and Mikoto and Kazui seem like they'd have a huge network of people they can ask for info and favors from. Haha, I'm torn whether Mahiru would have flirting down to a science or if she'd refuse to do it since it wasn't real love 😂 Still, she's very good at reading people and could definitely help the others charm and bribe their way into some restricted areas. Amane and Haruka can also charm with their innocence/cuteness (though I'm not sure Amane would). Shidou seems very organized, he'd have a plan and backup plan and backup-backup plan ready, no matter what happens. I think it's even funnier, then if Milgram had run several experiments prior. Jackalope would think this was just another runthrough, and for the first time the ten subjects decided to organize together and Cause Problems.
I think there's a beautiful irony in a story featuring ten prisoners planning a jailbreak to save the prison guard...
#milgram#as always thank you for sending 🎬!! these are so fun and big brained ough#lol yeah a fun fact about me is im Such a stickler for canon even in aus like this#the pain of writing a mahiru x boyfriend fic and doing the whole thing without ever saying his name 💀#so i wrote the last chapter of the au as vague as possible so that it had a nice ending but i may go back to make things more accurate when#t3 ends and we (hopefully) find out who es is#i love that this eases some of the pain knowing that es knew exactly what they were getting into :')#and wont be too fucked up upon getting their memories back since they knew it was faked#while also adding extra angst that theyve been there for so long -- theyve spent so much of their childhood within milgram#i was just recently looking at that post about their character locations and had it all marked out on a map#i swear i dont just know that off the top of my head asdfsd#i never realized kazui and kotoko would have outside knowledge >:0#i really love that concept#between the ten of them they hit so many skill sets -- theyve got the brain and the brawn and the people skills#theyve got intimidation and innocence#theyve got the experience of 40yos and up-to-date kids#theyd be unstoppable -- rip jackalope 😂😂😂#lights camera sing your sins#ask
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level three Dr. Ratio from the hit mobile game Honkai: Star rail that has epic gameplay, cool characters to collect, and an amazing storyline to follow! If you download now, you can get 80 free pulls! You can also see extremely queer characters, but the fandom will still argue about sexualities! This man also may or may not be inlove with a very specific gambler blonde and I will not tolerate anyone dissagreeing with my opinion. :3
hold the door!! someone's coming in!
name(s) - Dr. Ratio , Veritas , Alaric , Alistair , Atticus, Caius , Cassius , Elowen , Emery , Evander , Evelina , Isolde , Jules , Leander , Linden , Lysander, Morgan , Rhys , Rowan , Silvan , Soren , Tarian , Thorne , Titus , Valeria , Verity , Vincent , Violet , Violet , Apollo , Dionysis , Augustin , Diandra , Despina
pronouns - He / Xe / Ae / Vae / An / Analyze / Logic / Logics / Logicself / Calc / Calculate / Mu / Muse / Nyx / Eq / Equa / Equation / For / Formula / Formulas / Ma / Matri / Matrix / Vi / Met / Method / Methods / Ne / Num / Sol / Solve / Solves / Tac / Tactic / Tactics / Theo / Theor / Theory / Musi / Musics
gender(s) - Male , Blurimasculine , Catscholaea , Writergender , Libramasculine , Prettyboygenius , Cockygenius , Gnoseogender
orientations - Achillean , Aroaceflux
role(s) - doctor , assidumate , academic , archivist ,
species - human
source(s) - Dr. Ratio , Honkai: Star Rail
emoji(s) - 📖 , 🏺, 🍷 , 🍵, ☕ , 🍇 , 🐈⬛
likes - journaling , studying people , astronomy , psychology , reading , teaching others , drinking tea , documentaries , Photography , Organization , Small birds
dislikes - inappropriate jokes , idiots , Bright colors/lights , being disrupted when relaxing , Bigotry
front triggers - watching documentaries , academics , someone being uninformed or just blatantly wrong about something.
personality description - An outspoken member of the Intelligentsia Guild, dedicated to spreading knowledge far and wide, with the goal of eradicating the pervasive affliction of ignorance that afflicts the universe.
typing quirk - usually types with proper punctuation and wording, using a large vocabulary. though sometimes, usually when low energy, he can respond with simple, one to two word responses, even such as "k."
typing example / small message - Another day has passed. Today was particularly tiring, as I had to deal with multiple particularly ignorant individuals. but I remained patient nonetheless, as patience breeds success. though I feel a tad weary. Irritation can easily tire one out. I'm actually quite eager to rest tonight.
source memories - he has romantic memories of Aventurine. Aventurine would often overspend on gifts and outings for the two of them, which got on his nerves at times, but he didn't often complain about it, though he preferred when the two of them could create more meaningful gifts for one another. such as crocheting together. he also has memories of experiencing Chronic back pain, and had memorized several different ways to manage and lessen it.
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#✦ 一 ding!#✦ 一 requested by That One#✦ 一 headmate pack#✦ 一 mod 🌈#ough.... practice...#this ask was submitted by our cousin by the way#we asked for them to submit a level three to us for a practice#ya!!!#im projecting and giving him back pain in memories btw#because my back hurts genuinely so bad rn#debilitating pain guys#but your boy is tough#btw every time i read ratiorine i think it says ratatoullie#also i hate gay people. I HATE GAY PEOPLE SO MUCH I WAS DIGGING MY NAILS INTO MY HANDS WRITING THE MEMORY THING.#how the fuck do you spell Avnet urine#it's 1am and i've been working on this since. like 8#we dont know fuck about him btw#only what we've heard from said cousin#and from fandom content#alter packs#build a headmate#build an alter#headmate pack#alter creation#id pack#headmate creation#alterpacks#alter pack#alterpack#dr ratio the man you are
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#im gonna be in a bad mood today arent i#i slept for maybe four hours. woke up in pain and annoyed by my neighbors yelling again#i just gotta make it through today. and tomorrow. a day and a half and then its stream night followed by orangekip on rampage#i can do this im just. gonna be very fucking upset about existing today ough#night is an absolute mess on main
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You know if there was ever a time I was going to try weed it would be right now
#my head hurts and Im out of my migrane meds#I am fucking exhausted but I cant seem to get any real sleep#and part of that is because my arthritis is acting up so bad that I keep waking up in fucking agony#and I dont have any pain meds that will help#and not sleeping is my migrane trigger so the longer I dont sleep the worse the migrane is gonns get#ough
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"i didn't want to talk in front of archie and the others .... as it turns out, peabody had a lot to say. the bounty on your pal Archie, it's not just on him. it's on anyone who's with him or is helping him. which means there is a target on your back now too jughead. it's the same if he goes back to riverdale. archie's dad, archie's friends, everyone is at risk. which is why you got to cut him loose."
"im not just gonna ditch archie, mom! he's my best friend."
here's how j/archie can still win
#no more gunshots you guys gotta hear me out on this now😭😭#im laughing so much but this is good scene . anyway !!!!!!!!!!!#archie tells veronica that hes not alone before he leaves (but doesn't mention jug 🧐) he repeats that fact actually. and then#him and jughead walk and walk for days and archie tells jughead to go back#that he can handle himself and jughead is like nah bro... ur literally going to get yourself killed. ANNNDDD jughead saves his life again.#untying him in that farm. keeping him from making a big mistake like killing hiram. ough literally always looking out for him smh#shows up in toledo with his mom . hoping & expecting them to be safe and penny finds him and penny says no one is safe with archie#AND HE STILL DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HIM. as he should. W friend.#but fuck. Still. his own mom is telling him to get rid of archie and archie ALREADY FEELS FUCKING BAD that he got so many people involved#and that he's putting people in danger and causing them stress and grief and pain etc etc#also he's overhearing this conversation#literallt went on a road trip alone together subtracting the car. that's a fanfic trope right there ok sorry i had to say it#jughead didn't have to come with him. he could have given him supplies directions instructions and sent him on his merry way and stayed bac#in ri//verdale but he was worried ab him#it's true and real and i'm embarrassed that i typed all this about riv//er dale
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Baba, immediately after realising he feels genuine affection for another person: Well. I'm gonna shoot myself in the head now.
#hes so me coded#thats a joke im normal#it is funny tho he sounds so offended at saejima like#YOU WERE TOO LOVELY AND NICE ANIKI!! YOU WERE A PURE PLEASURE TO SPEND TIME WITH!! I BONDED WITH YOU FOR REAL!! YOU MONSTER!!#also when hes like i would have kist died up on that mountain rather than feel this pain OUGH#he's so fucked up hes the worst manipulator ever#hes like why do i just wanna cry and stare into your beautiful brown eyes and leave the world behind 😭#and saejimas like Yeah i dunno but that seems to happen a lot with me so ?
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the agonies are creeping up on me i fear
#beeep#its unsurprising. my everything has been going to shit and also fuck for like the past week and a half#thats a sign of impending doom#im gonna be soooooo stable and well adjusted once may is done i bet#maybe...#im so tired and pain and its barely even begun ough. i cant wait for this to be done forever#second to last...... only this one and one more agony to go and then im free.....................
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Hey guess what! My kidney stone is on tour! You guys want a ticket to it?
#im in so much fucking pain today holy shit#im 90% sure theyre uric acid ones bc im like chronically dehydrated but OUGH#and ofc when it moves i get nauseous and then i dont want to drink anything so it makes everything worse (: fucker#thankfully im off tomorrow so i can sleep for 20 hours sggdgdgd but ough#anyways im tired sgdggdgd#marquilla
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GOODRA ART POST GOODRA ART POST EVERYBODY REJOICE AND CHEER
The brainrot has spread so much i am now making my own Transformers AU
Here's my designs for the main Autobot cast! (for now...... Also i can't design cars for SHIT)
#I ACCIDENTALLY EXITED OUT FROM THE REBLOG EDIT THING ON MOBILE WITHOUT SAVING AND IT DELETED ALL THE TAGS I HAD PUT DOEN PREVIOUSLY#FUCK!!!! PAIN AND MISERY ON PLANET CYBERTRON#I remember what tags I put in originally tho so yay#LOVING the yellow optics you gave Optimus Prime; super nice change of pace from the usual sky blues we usually get!#I like yellow-y golden eyes/optics on characters in general they’re so pretties#Oppy also looks hella intimidating as well too great heavens#smoke stack shoulder guards… hehehe truck#also loving his teensy helmet finials too!! they’re so shapes /pos#ABSOLUTELY GOING BONKERS OVER ARCEE’S DIGITIGRADE LEGS I AM OVER THE MOOOON ABT THEM#digitigrade legs on robots… highest peak of robot character design one can go for imo I love when ppl draw bots with em#she looks like she could beat ur ass too and I’m all here for it; Arcee deserves to slay both in looks AND in combat. as a treat#and BUMBLEBEEEEEEEE my beloved bug scout minibot#absolutely loving how you leaned into a more bug-like design for Bee here he looks so kind his eyes are so soft… hes sweetheart awh :(#he gets his horns AND his lil feelers too and I am ALL here for it; best of both worlds let’s BEE honest here#I am so (not) sorry for that pun btw I had a chance and you better BEElieve I took it#I JUST NOTICED HIS TINY BEE STINGER TAIL AWH….. he’s so cute I need to squish him in my hands RAHHHHH#JAZZ!!!!!!!! THERES MY FAVORITE SHMOOVIN’ GROOVIN FUNKY FORMER#I ADORE the sound equalizer bar displays on his limbs btw they fit him so well he deserves to look swag#THE HORN EARS AND DOORWINGS AND VISOR TOO AW HELL YEAH#loving the lil goatee and headphones you gave Jazz too he looks like such a fun guy to hang out with#AND FINALLY…. LAST BUT NEVER LEAST……… RATCHETTTTTTTTT 🚑‼️‼️🗣️🚑🚑‼️🗣️‼️🚑‼️🗣️‼️🚑‼️🗣️‼️#you captured his grumpy ex-veteran field medic grandpa energy SO WELL GOODRA I love himmmmmm#his clouded optic and his facial scars and chipped helmet chevron… oh honey who did this to you#THE AMBULANCE HOOD TUMMY. OHHHHH MY GODDDDDDDD /VPOS#LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE DRAW RATCHET WITH A BEER BELLY IT FITS HIM SO WELL MAN I am 100% for fat Ratchet with a beer belly#get that old ambulance some MEAT on his OLD GOD DANG BONES AND JOINTS ya hear me!!!!!!!!!!!!! /pos#ohhhhh Goodra my dear old friend I am so deeply and completely in love with ur TF designs here ough /gen#ABSOLUTE 100/10 DESIGNS HERE IM OVER THE MOON ABT THEM ALL ITS HARD TO PICK A SINGLE FAVORITE#man I love Transformers so much I wish cars were real
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OUGH THE RARE REFRESHING SLEEP
#i mean not totally refreshing im chronically ill but-#ough#usually i wake up a ton in the middle of the night to roll onto my other side#but i just Did Not all night so i woke up sore from being So Conked Out#but!!!!! i got a better bed recently!!!!!! so I'm not Can't Move Sore I'm just slightly sore#i used to not be able to sleep on my side whatsoever or it would cause like. excruciating pain#but my new bed doesn't fuck up my skeletal structure n shit
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I want to commit arson.
#🌹 | navi speaks#;; all /j btw im judt#;; in pain#;; fucking. shark week sucks ass#;; i want to curl up and not attend any classes ol this week. god.#;; i think i know why im not motivated and its cause of this bitch#;; ough#;; im gonna get food and get back to editing...
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i hope its just this cold fucking my entire face up but i think my wisdom teeth are acting up 🫠
#something hurts on the back and i think its one of those#but im assuming its cause my face is swollen cause of the cold so. sitting on it over the weekend unless the pain gets unbearable#then again they probably wouldnt see me anyways since im sick so. lmao. fucking misery#anyways im getting better im still a tad miserable and im very lightheaded today but i can finally eat and drink things#and have them taste normal so. no covid and healing from this#being sick sucks take care of yourself kids ough#dress warm outside and wash your hands and use sanitizer and mask up in crowds#anyways i need to eat i think#night is an absolute mess on main
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